I’ve lost my best friend, I’ve lost the togetherness of my family, and I am losing my mind in this fucking house. It seems more and more like my life is being made up of distances and lack of connection. I don’t have that person I can just let everything out to anymore and it is driving me insane. Less and less am I actually able to have any form of emotional release of what builds up inside my head, and it’s beginning to eat away at me more and more. I can’t stand being in the place that I am in, yet I feel helplessly bound to it. I am starting to feel like I am on the verge of hitting another emotional low and if it weren’t for my band and the few close friends I have, I would be so much more lost than I already feel I am. More often than not it feels like they are the only thing I have left.
Okay, I’m done spilling out my personal problems on a social networking site now.